Hey babe...I got to talk to you today! Even if it was only for a few minutes...it was still wonderful. Today your son decided it would be great fun to wake up at 7am...and I was counting on at least 8. So...we got up and had waffles and of course watched 324985y7349058 episodes of Sesame Street, The Backyardigans, and Wonder Pets. Then he took a nap and later we went to Danny and Donna's for dinner. Today has been ok...just worried about you and it's really hitting home that this if for a year. I got used to you being gone for a few weeks at a time, and it is sinking in that in two weeks you still wont' be here.
BUT...it's all in my attitude and I know that. I am going to hold my head up high no matter what, no matter how I feel, and I know you will do the same. We are STRONG, and we can handle this.
Trevan said Please twice today! He wanted a sucker and I wouldn't give it to him until he said please. I felt bad because he was crying and wanted it so bad, but finally he said a real quiet "Peas"...it was cute. He says "Thanks" a lot too, but not all the time. We are working on it.
I miss you. Each day is a little harder than the last...and I know there are bad days ahead for both of us. BUT I also know this is only a season in our life, and I know it will pass.
Well, that's really all I have for today...tomorrow is my first day at work and in a way i am ready and in a way i am dreading all the comments from people i know i am going to get.
I am sorry you had to stand on your feet for 12 straight hours today babe...while you are totally exhausted. You amaze me. I could never do what you do.
I LOVE YOU...and i am going to leave you with a song i recorded for you...i miss you...
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