I don't have much energy tonight, I really am exhausted and it's currently 1940 and I am going to bed at 2000. (are you proud i am using military time? trying to get used to it again) I have to tell ya, I am getting FRUSTRATED that you haven't been able to get online one time this past week. You haven't even seen this yet! It's bugging me, you would think you were training for combat or something gees! No, seriously, I am glad that they are keeping you busy...maybe it will make time go by faster for you.
As soon as you get paid on the 15th I am getting some mass pics developed and sending you so you can hang stuff up if you want...
Today was ok, besides the way it started. On top of having only two hours of sleep, Trevan had totally soaked himself thru the night so I had to totally change him before taking him to Ina's. Then when we got there he didn't want me to leave and screamed, so I had to just walk away and I cried the whole way to work. It was bad. About an hour later I called to check on him and she said as soon as I left he was fine...it seems like every day he gets a little more clingy to me...
Work was busy, so that was good. It went by fast. Then I went to a florist after work and had them make me some yellow ribbons [don't freak they were only ten bucks total] for the tree out front. One is not long enough so i fixed it as a door ribbon. I gotta tell you i am pretty excited about them...if it EVER QUITS RAINING i will put the one on the tree up and take a pic.
Then I went and got Tman and we came home and I made dinner and he wouldn't eat any of it, he is doing that thing again. So he had graham crackers for dinner cause it is all he would eat. Then he went to bed and here I am now...
I wish you would tell me in detail what you do all day...*sigh*
Anyway, I need some serious sleep tonight or I am just gonna fall apart. So...that means I gotta go. Sorry no knew pics or anything fun, I promise I will make up for it in the next one.
I LOVE YOU...i hope your foot is better...and I miss you. And quit telling me that you don't show me enough how much I mean to you...you show me every single day in every single thing that you do. Even states away, I never doubt your love. When you are an ocean away, it will be even stronger. NO TIME, DISTANCE, OR WAR CAN BREAK THIS KIND OF LOVE. So don't say that stuff anymore.
I will say though, that as hard as this is, when i force myself to see something good in it...it is a very very beautiful thing to be able to miss someone this much. It's hard, it hurts, it's no fun...but it's beautiful.
Ok, i for real am going to bed...until next time...WALK HARD hahahahahahahahaha
love you...chin up chest out soldier
TF baby...
and i forgot! that blog the indy star is doing about the 76th can be found RIGHT HERE
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